Hmm went through some of the stuff i wrote awhile back, compare to myself before and now i feel i became an idiot. I no longer have any creative thoughts and im becoming more and more lazy as life continue. What ever happened to me. Maybe being alone before give me more of an personality than now.

Or maybe could it be that friends around me have changed me in a way i longer see myself. I only see the person that everyone wants to see.

It really comes back to the question am i myself.

Am i really showing everyone the real Me Or Am I showing everying the Me that everyone will accept and wants to see.

life is complicated when u look back to it.

Somethings i should have done and something i shouldnt have done all see so distant now. No point really in regrets now. Nothing can ever change now.

Hello how is everyone. Hmm haven't been on this one for so long. Guess cuz = J i transfer to a new acct.

well now if u add me on this acct it will automatically let u add my new acct. So remember to add me.

moving on to a new xanga. Wild_B  <--- clickto go

give some propz to my friends gina <-- click the name

yeah movies today. saw some people that i havent seen for awhile. saw the following  

1-UNDERWORLD   2-THE RUNDOWN

both good movie that u should watch. after that went to flushing mall. the guys went to eat so i went to bubble comic to see some friends. which i end up watching the store for her. cuz i want to go on a smoking break.

after that i was plannin to go home. then ended up going with this other friend. aiah i should really stop being so darn nice.

being too nice make me feel so fake now. its like a i dont even know who the hell i am no more. one min im this. the other im that.  who am i really. which one is the real me and which ones is the fake. i cant really tell no more.

like i said before. i have too many masks. sooner or later im gonna lose control over them. i guess now i have. i dont know whether i have my mask on or not. it all sound kind of depressing to say. so im just gonna stop talkin.    ^_____^   sorry if i make anyone feel depressing too.

yuppi..... 

my college folder is almost complete. also my cell have been open once again.

well days been going great. class are going ok. so far no big difficulty yet. althought i seem to spend most of my extra time now sleeping. since i get home so early.

really should get out more. maybe i should go to flushing after school instead of sleeping. but afternoon naps are so nice. if u havent had one for awhile try it   ><   its like the best thing u'll ever had for awhile.

well anyone have any good idea where to go in flushing cuz almost everything is kind of boring these days.

ok this entry is goin to reach for the top so ^^  give me propz people.

WOW.....

anyone think i should keep the name on the side or take it out?

cant believe i actually found such a nice BG for myself.

i mean look at it its completly goes with this music. ^^

SO proud of myself right now LOL